Chicken? or Pig? Just Flesh, please…

“…that half smile and nod…while their eyes glaze over…like my very words are getting dirt on them…”

The Hurrier I Go…

THE BEHINDER I GET How true, how true that Pennsylvania Dutch saying is. I squander my art endeavors, rushing from this deadline to that, frazzled, befuddled and unsatisfied. That may … Continue reading The Hurrier I Go…

IN the Mirror

recognizing my BIPOLAR self image I’m in “Wonderland” right now. Been here for a week or so. Time seems to be inching by, my head too heavy to lift off … Continue reading IN the Mirror

GRINDING AWAY

‘Progress, not perfection.’ Who said that? I hate you, whoever you are. Because I…WANT…PERFECTION!

A Freewheeling Frenzy!

I have to get the mix just right: a smidgen of anxiety, a pinch of hunger, a good dose of caffeine and just about 48 hours without sleep and *BAM*! … Continue reading A Freewheeling Frenzy!

Free My Mind for You/ Free Your Mind for Me

…inside myself I am whole, where I am not broken…

Yellow Belly.

…Random Words, Targeted Pain….Red, Yellow, Green and Brown Pain…White Pain…My Pain…

FAIL…SAFE?

“…a drive to put what is playing on my internal projector out into the real world, for others to see…”

Starting Over, Over Again

“… can you see me going mad in here?…”

IN the DOGHOUSE

…there is a niggling worry, about the big C…CO I mean…VID…

Over the Humpty-Dump

Oh, the fun of a downward spiral…After a week or two of just mind blowing energy and creativity, comes the inevitable crash. This time it was about a week of … Continue reading Over the Humpty-Dump