It took me a while to realize that my illness had kicked into high gear. At first I was flying high, SO much energy, SO much love. paint, draw, write. talktalktalk. buybuybuybuy! Whee!
About a week went by, and I woke up one morning feeling run over like a bulldozer. Oh yeah, the down side of Bipolar Disorder. I was lying on the floor for the best part of a week, sleeping next to the dogs. Almost too hard to get up and feed them. I finally left the house when their food ran out. And my life almost ran out too. Thanks be to God for the gift of prayer, and his Holy Spirit to stand me on my feet again. I had to remember my tools, which include asking for help, heeding the course of action held out in the Bible, and talking to my dear brothers and sisters. These are drastic times, and I must endure so I can be with my loved ones again.
I was able to recover from the recent illness I had, so I was back out preaching again.
The lost, empty and addicted girl I once was has changed into a strong woman who loves God, and is not afraid to tell others about Jehovah. I want to help people find the good, narrow path that leads to a happy life, away from all the mean and bad things we see around us now. Don’t give up- there is a way to a bright future. Study the Bible with one of Jehovah’s witnesses! Then We will have a bright and wholesome future!